jerry I remember how you were as a baby, my Jerbear, you were the most sweetest little boy, you loved your Father so much, you had to go everywhere with him, and I know how deeply you missed him, your life was never the same! well jerry that's how I feel today, without you my life will never be the same, there is a big part of my heart ripped out of me, which will never be replaced, nobody can fill that part but you, when I see you again then I will be whole!!!! I just don't know how to go on, the pain is just stuck in me, I try to make myself believe you are still here with me, but reality sneaks in and tears it all up again, I would give anything to see you just one more time, to touch, talk to you, but I guess I will have to wait till my life here is over, when you meet me in heven for our reuion. till we meet again my angel, stay close to me, and always remember how much Mom loves you, see you later Son. Love mom